Dear Father,
Thank you for this day. Not a lot is going on. I got kind of a late start on things today. I watched a movie called Crazy for Her.
It showed mental illness in a few forms, but handled it gracefully. I’ve never seen a movie like that except maybe for the Silver Linings Playbook. Most of the media I’ve seen handling mental illness is sloppy, ignorant, and void of compassion. That’s starting to change, but not as quickly as I would like.
Anyway, I’m beginning to think I may not have the skills or capacity to GM or GM well. That’s okay, but then what do I do with my content? I’m still writing and drawing,, even if it’s journaling and doodles. I am re-working something that I’ve been writing and editing for a long time. But this time I think I have enough material that I can make it an actual book. I guess we’ll see. I want to do this in a quasi-professional way, pushing this into the realm of actual work. That’s what appear to be next. And the main difference this time? I’m pouring out my heart to God to know His will and that he helps me complete it, and as all of life, finish well.
Trem