So, let me preface this with: it sounds a little off. I’m thinking about how I’m managing my time, what matters for the kingdom, what I should be focused on. I’ve spent a lot of time doing what I want, and as far as hobbies or whatever, that’s fine. When Christ comes back, how will he judge that? Should I be kingdom focused all the time? I think that balance is healthy. I need things in my life that relax me and stimulate me intellectually. Things that I can use my talents on, whether or not it results in any fruit. But then, couldn’t I be using those resources for the kingdom somehow? So, I want to, (Lord Willing) LW, pray about it for a couple weeks. Seek God’s face.
I feel like going back to the things I did that didn’t work out is unwise. But maybe it’s the how and why I did it that needs to change. Posting entertaining comics for free on the web is a lot of work, and there are better ways to do it (not that I’m saying I seek money or anything, I’m not). Creating tabletop material is fun, but there are always new games looking for content. Maybe I can work on that, and get noticed somehow. And even if I don’t, I’m getting pretty tired of working with the same old systems. I’m trying to learn a new one, LW,
I don’t know. But I can’t keep doing things that failed in the past. If I am to stick to old skills, old habits, I need to prayerfully consider if that’s good or healthy. Whether it’s looking for new past times or refocusing my intent on the old ones.. I’m not sure.
But I’ve always had a talent for music. Maybe I should invest in that for a little while? Again, none of this is for financial gain, but learning instruments and making music consistently helps your brain, and more so if it’s percussion.
Trem