I dreamed ltwo nights ago that I was jumping all over the place. I felt free, able to go anywhere and do anything. The night before I had shut the door on some things that, while not evil in themselves, were holding me back.
I spent most of the day reading tabletop PDF’s. I was thinking about new stories, new systems, and ultimately.. what s it all for? Do I hope to publish? Entertain a group? Provide a library of resources or something?
I realized that if I were to GM or play tabletops too much, I might not focus so much on keeping up the house, taking care of the dogs, and my folks. So, no GMing for now. Sticking to one group every two weeks unless something opens up.
But there is a negative aspect to the dream as well. Am I “jumping around” “aimlesslly”? Do I need to settle down and do what is essentila before pursuing other things? Re-evaluate my priorities so I’m not so “flighty”?
I didn’t make that connection at first, but that’s a possible interpretation. Well, more later.
Trem