Let me start with this. Things in the Old Testament are echoed or affirmed in the New Testament. In Exodus Moses struck the Rock with his staff, whereas he was told to speak to the Rock, and the Rock was Christ. Notice when Jesus in at the Sanhedrin in front of the high priest, the high priest orders someone to strike Jesus. Is this somehow history repeated? Well, the high priest is the descendant of Aaron, so you could say,”That’s not exactly right,” What does Jesus say? “Listen to all the Pharisees tell you to do, for they sit in the seat of Moses,” So, yes, those in Moses seat had Jesus struck.
As for this website. I shouldn’t’ve let it go. I Imagine I’ve lost a lot of you and many readers as a result of my choices. I understand that. So let me tell you where I’m at. I find it difficult to read fiction. I find it difficult to pursue ttrpg’s and comics in the same way. I’ve had trouble with other areas of my life, which I won’t go into. I was so frustrated and down that I started gaming again. I had a three year stint of not gaming, and while it was great, I didn’t get a lot done. I wrote and drew a lot. But I doubted, feared never “making it.” And I thought to myself,”Well, things aren’t going my way. I have to find some way of coping. So I’ll game,”
Which isn’t right. I’m playing a silly game called Impact (Honkai 3rd Impact). It’s a Gacha game, which means that you spend game resources to pull random items from the equivalent of a gumball machine. I like it, but i’m starting to like it less and less.
I messed up my Discord account so now I have to try to find those servers I had on them before. But Discord is just as much as an escape for me. A way to socialize without really socializing. I thought,”I can witness to people on the games,” And while I can reach people I couldn’t normally reach, I’m not sure that’s the best way to do it.
As for striking the Rock.. The other day I had a gnat around my desk. And I tried to swat it. Well, I swatted the bible. Which some will say,”It’s just a book,” I felt bad. I felt guilty, and confessed it to the Lord. He forgave, and in the end I cleaned up my room (I had stuff in the trash that attracted the gnats). It’s Wednesday; I have the day off. But.. it’s not really about accomplishing a lot, or not gaming. I asked to be filled with the Spirit, to be free only that I was freely serving God. But I feel some of my laziness and sedentary lifestyle is due to my medication. So that’ll take work.
So that’s what’s going on with me. I shouldn’t’ve paused the website like i did. I hope you’ll forgive me, and keep reading.
Trem